When he came out, I have to admit I was a little surprised. His lean torso seemed to be tight and showed off the six pack abs that he was sporting. I ...as hoping that I wasn’t staring but I have to admit that he really was eye candy. We shut out the lights and crawled into our own beds without a lot of fanfare. With all the alcohol, I quickly fell asl**p but was awakened in a bit. At first I wasn’t sure what I was hearing, but there seemed to be a certain rhythmic movement coming from his bed.. “Hey Will, do you want to join us with this?” Phil asked. “Do you think you can work on some type of rhythm pattern?”I grabbed my acoustic guitar and looked at the sheet music that Fiona had provided last night. I hummed the melody, since I wasn’t sure of the words yet, I improvised with some ‘scat’ vocals. Bruce provided rhythm, tapping his hands on the table, and got a basic groove going. I started with a basic boogie shuffle on A, and at the end of the second line, it was E followed by an. Tiredness and depression overcame me and I closed my eyes and dozed for a while but was awoken by the 'Putt-putt' of a small motorboat engine. Standing up I waved and then wondered if I had done the right thing. In the boat a huge black man stood up too and I had visions of being raped again. For once I did the right thing. The man was JeanPaul or J'npeloe to give him his real name although no one here uses it any more. I must have passed out because I next remember being lifted carefully into. She still immersed herself in her work and spent most Christmas holiday’s, working so others could spend the time with their loved ones. Then her life changed again. Not only did she move out of state, she got a different job. Marian acquired a completely new mental attitude and outlook on life. She has a new life, a healed heart, and a kinky sexual attitude. Marian’s new rule for life is; “Why not have fun? Life is too short to sit and whine about the “what ifs.” She always said, the size of a.