. "Thank you David, " she said, and she had a wistful expression on her face, and had replaced the glasses.. "You've been everything I hoped you'd be....For the first time in years I feel satisfied and I know I can sleep peacefully tonight." You mean this is it?' I almost felt like crying. I felt rejected and I suppose in a way even used...Kathleen came rapidly to the bed where I was sitting and grabbed me by the hair and kissed me with passion, her tongue came into my mouth and I sucked on it... Looking back, it seems insane, but being openly gay or bisexual was unthinkable for most in those days, and those of us who were, eventually broke and gave in to those desires. Besides, sucking cock, giving hand jobs and receiving the same were supposedly safe. Desperate men lie to themselves as easily as they do to anyone else.Even still, my stomach churned with nerves and lust every time I went there. I was stepping into another world, and it didn't take me long to learn how to get what I. After that, it was all fun and games.The place itself looks like a run-of-the-mill bar/club, with soft lighting and a smoky atmosphere. When you enter through the double red doors, you first come into the small reception hall. This is where you can usually pay the entrance fee, or when it's a closed night, here is where they will check if you're on the guest list.When you can enter, you have to go through the wardrobe, where you can leave everything safely. Once you've done so, you will enter. You need to go anywhere, I’ll carry you. I’ll even help you bathe and dress,” he said with a cheeky look on his face. “The doctor did not order that!” I retorted. “Just part of my excellent bedside manner,” Lucien replied grinning. Lucien kicked the bathroom door opened and carried me in. Letting me down he asked, “You want me to draw you a bath or start the shower?” “Get. Out” I said through gritted teeth. “Darling, I only want to make sure you’re okay. What if you get dizzy and fall or.