We haven’t heard from them, either.”“Thanks for telling me all this. Now, please keep everyone else from coming in here. We’re trying to get M...llie loose.”I kept an eye on the door, but I went back and helped Eric get Millie untied and upright while I told him what I’d learned. Millie didn’t look that attractive. I know it’s not fair, but she was the first woman I’d seen since spending a couple of weeks with Shelly, and in comparison Millie was a fat, ugly slob. Being naked, dirty, injured,. I was using my vibrator after Mike left. Besides, it isn’t the first time I answered the door topless.’ ‘Shit!’ I said, ‘I need to visit more often.’ She ignored my remark and continued. ‘So John comes in and says that he has been sent from Screaming O, Inc. and his records indicate I am past due on my orgasms.’ We both laughed. John had one of those personalities that allowed him to pull off any type of remark. I was somewhat surprised that he would be so bold though – he hadn’t yet enjoyed. She didn’t look like she needed a haircut. She said “ I am hoping that you can help me, I couldn’t make it in time for my spa appointment.” I told her “ we are closed, I don’t know what I can do for you.” She pleases and I opened the door. She entered and thanked me. I asked her “ what can I do for you.” She told me that she was headed to a pool party but that she was going to the spa to get a bikini waxing. I informed her that we do not do that here. She asked me “ well do you give men a. Instead, I sat on the floor and felt sorry for myself. Sorry for Phil, too, sorry for all the things that might have been ... but mainly sorry for me. Not what all those helpful books on managing the grieving process would recommend, I'm sure, but that was what I did. Frankly, I wallowed. At least for a while.Then I pulled myself together a bit – I could imagine how a lot of my friends and colleagues would react to seeing me this way and the thought at least sufficed to get me up on my feet..