Nathaniel had shown no sign of wanting more, and as she kept reminding herself, he was a Fereldan Arl – he was never going to choose her, even if he...was interested. And he’d made no overt moves to show that he was interested in her; he’d been friendly, and he still watched her the way Alistair looked at cheese, but he’d done nothing else.But it was only ‘almost’ resigned. Every time she tried to quash the last tiny bit of pathetic hope that remained – the part that fostered silly daydreams of. Sometimes she even let me join in, but never with the women.She has three men and two women as regular lovers. Tonight she said she wanted a new lover.I am 55, six foot tall, 185 pounds, and in good shape with graying hair, green eyes and hairless body. My cock is only 6 1/2 inches and is of average in girth. She loves me but she also loves big cocks that shoot lots of cum.She tells me I am her small dicked bi-sexual cuckold husband. Yes, I indeed love to watch her be fucked by large cocked. With just the profits from these two service routes, I was now grossing better than twelve hundred dollars per month.For the first time in awhile, I was taking some pride and satisfaction in what I was doing. Playing poker is a skill, and the best players usually take home the money. A lot of time though, the losers of this money are people with emotional illnesses, compulsive personality disorders. Having seen some of the darker side of problem gambling, it was difficult for me to believe I. There were thousands of photos on his laptop. Millions. And hundreds and hundreds of videos. What a dirty fucker. I made him delete the whole bloody lot.”“Thanks,” said Vanessa. “For making him delete the stuff of me.”Mark shrugged. “I reckon he’s probably got the photos backed up at home or some of his old friends from school have copies, so he’s likely to get hold of them again. But I made it clear that if I ever find out he’s got them, or if he shares them with anyone here...” He mimed.