"What the hell was that?" Aaron snapped, and there was nothing on his face that masked his frustration with me. I didn't make excuses, or even an apol...gy. Instead, I asked a question of my own, and it came out just as harshly."Why would you bring me here? I mean, what the fuck were you thinking? I told you how I feel about Seth, Aaron. And maybe he's your friend, so I hate to break this to you, but I don't think he likes me anymore than I like him." I told you, he's not good around new..." He's. Neither of us spoke a word. We breathed in each other’s sweet air. We must have fallen asleep for a while, because both of us woke up hungry. We got out of bed, still naked and came down to the kitchen. We had made sure to close all the curtain and blinds earlier so weren’t afraid of nosy neighbors or peeing toms. We had a quick meal where we fed each other, and then even watched TV in the living room holding each other naked. While both of us were horny as it is, it didn’t help the matter that. Was it the way I was acting? Or whatever… but he held my hand, pulled me closer to him. Jim hugged me close, and placed a short kiss over my lips, I kissed him back too.We walked hand in hand to his car; Jim seated me in the passenger seat and walked around to get in the driver seat. Jim looked me in the eyes with the biggest smile, he leaned over placing another short kiss on my lips and said “Tina, you are a gorgeous woman, a deal is a deal, and I insist on seeing the rest, did you change. ”That made me feel good about myself, her telling me that. Here I am, just shy of fourteen years old.After supper, I walked out behind the barn to check on Red and his first love. I thought about that and wondered how it felt to mate. I had to wonder if I’d ever find a girl who’d love me and want to marry. I sure do have a lot more learning and a lot of growing up to do.I was so lost in my thoughts about my life and where it was going, I didn’t hear Darla until she spoke.“Joss, Mother was right.