??I don?t think you understand,? Pickeringsaid, even more slowly.? ?It?s notsupposed to be a vacation.? It?s justsupposed to be better than jail.? Wed...n?t expect them to enjoy their time here.?They chose the program because they didn?t want to go to jail.? Being treated like a belle, I?m sure, is muchpreferable to being treated like a convict, and if they don?t toe the line herethat?s just what?s going to happen to them.??The words ?better than jail? don?t exactly bring tomind the image of. When we went back inside, he was tired and said he was going to take a nap and I could watch TV or read. After about half an hour of reading, I went into his bedroom to check on him, He was laying on the bed in his underware and tee-shirt. That wasn’t unusual, he always napped that way, but to my surprise, his penis was peeking out of the front of his underware. I crept into the room and stood by the bed just looking at it. The head was just sticking out and I could also see some of the. I know that isn’t an excuse, and I should have withstood his manipulations, but looking back, he set me up a long time before we actually ever did anything. Matter of fact I…’ The look in John’s eyes caused me to falter in my speech. I had prepared it all to get it over with right away. Yet, something in John’s eyes told me that what I was saying wasn’t new to him. Matter of fact, at that moment, I wouldn’t have given a plugged nickel for Bill’s life. It was the darkest I had ever seen in. So this latest overnighter was at our place. The boys hung out downstairs playing video games as usual. We had some friends over and were drinking pretty hard that night. Erin eventually excused herself after making a bit of a fool out of herself with her drunken antics and headed off to bed. I stayed up with our guests for a while longer and soon it was well after midnight and our guests headed out. I was a bit fumed at Erin for her behavior but I was also very horny so I decided that I’d be.