If that first time in the classroom had been an unplanned career threatening mistake, what had followed was perhaps worse. Joe had pursued me and I’... been seduced by his eagerness to do that very thing which my boyfriend didn’t and wouldn’t. My God it felt good to have someone desperate to see my body; to touch it; to have it; to fuck it. Joe didn’t love me and didn’t want to. It wasn’t complicated with Joe. He just wanted sex every day, every which way possible. Someone wanting to have sex. "Yeah, I know. But I really want to tell someone. Since the three of us already have a secret, I figure it's all right to tell you." Hang on," I said, "I'm going to put my headset on." I found it and plugged it in. With my left hand now free, I pulled up my shorts and lay back on the bed, propped up on the pillows. "Okay," I said. "What were you saying?" I want to tell you about it. Is that all right with you?"I thought about it for a moment. "Yeah, it is. If you want." Cool," she paused. "So. He took my temperature with a very long thimmometer that went up to my belly button. It didn’t hurt, but it scared me because it went in so far. he left me alone for about 10 minutes with the thimmometer sticking in my butt. I dozed off. The nurse came in & took out the long thimmometer. he stretched open my butt real wide with him thumbs and told me to bear down like I was having a bowl movement. My butt opened a little bit. he brought an overhead light down real close to me, so he could see. We booked 3 rooms in the hotel for us as there was no one we know in Ahmadabad.We went to the hospital again for further checkups. After a few hours, the doctor called us and said he had last stage cancer and the doctor had to operate him immediately. We went hearing this and decided to operate the next day.At night, masa came to us and said, “You both go to the hotel and take rest. I will stay with him because tomorrow will be a long day for us”.We agreed and went to the hotel. We stayed in.