Laying Together in a house of cardboard boxes in the living room of my brand new home. We heard the patio door sliding open, both of us jumping up to...get our clothes right. He wiped his mouth, climbing out of the tent. I just knew whoever it was would know we had done something wrong. I hid in my little sanctuary until the blanket was pulled from the top and Christian held his hand out to me, inviting me to go swim. Out in the pool it wasn't’t long before it started lightening. I am. Who was it that said, 'Women are a different species from men'?A couple of simple questions, but the tip of the iceberg, an iceberg that excludes men, 'We only need men for one thing', a famous unnamed female once said, and it turned out she did not mean money either, yes this select band of females, beauty, brains, talented and rich, really dont need men, they like so many gay men before them, use them, call them toyboys or pendants, their true feelings for their insatiable urges lie in. You would turn over all your unofficial income to me and would start repaying the loans you took until they’re all returned - with interest.”I hung on his every word, thankful for any sign of relief.“It will take years,” he went on. “But I could continue to cover for you during all that time, and when it’s over, things will be as if it never happened. You would keep your house, your place in the community, and your kids and neighbours would never know anything.”I stood with my mouth open,. Toby, being the one who likes to work his hips rather than his jaw starts talking in the heat of the moment ‘You` re getting fucked from behind, it could have been anyone thrusting the dick in your pussy…I`d rather have you blow me and watch someone else fuck you from behind!’ Hannah immediately stopped her movements and Toby himself felt that he` d somehow crossed a border. He pulled out and lay down next to Hannah and no words were spoken. Hannah had conflicting feelings about this, it had.