.. "Relax, Brenda, think about how you came to be my Housekeeper.Think about it and tell me everything that you remember. After thatyou will forget i... and those silly dreams won't bother you again.Think hard so that you will never have to think again..........."Chapter #1. Beginnings.Okay, I've been told that I should start remembering, so I'll beginwith my children; there are two of them. When this all started Laura,she's my daughter, was twenty-one and off at University just finishinga. " I didn't know how to answer her. It was Devil talk but I couldn't counter it. She had arguments that baffled me. I tried this and she countered me with that; I tried another way and she turned it back upon me... my own words, to make it seem right that she do things to herself." She kept after me, begging me: 'Let me have it back, mother, Please, please, please. I need it.' I should have thrown it away, into the garbage, out into the snow as far as I could throw it... or I should have burned. "How about we go back to your place"It's agreed that the guys will take you back you there apartment. Joel says it’s only a 20 minute cab ride baby.You excuse yourself and go to the bathroom to freshen up. While you’re in there you look into the mirror and see your reflection. Your drunk, your hairs a mess your breasts are almost falling out of your top. Your mind is suddenly filled with guilt and doubt, but your body is so wet with desire. You have a craving that only allowing the rest of the. Bill decided that they were armed well enough that they could afford to investigate.The Wasps were circling around what turned out to be a small nest. When they got close enough that Bill could be sure of his shots, Sam parked and they both got out of the panel truck. Bill was to take the long shots and Sam was to provide close support.Bill leaned against the truck to steady himself and took his first shot. The targeted Wasp was coming in for a landing when she was hit. She spasmed and crashed.