Gina stood back."What!" I said, I'm not going to have a baby! I'm going to get an abortion!" But we've always WANTED a child!" That was when YOU were ...oing to have it. You were born female. I know that you've been longing for motherhood all your life, I haven't. I really sorry that, as a man, I couldn't give you a child, but I won't carry this baby for nine months, I don't want to be a woman, this was supposed to be a short term, fun thing, I'm not staying any longer than I have to." But we. And no, there isn’t anything I can say in my defense, except it wasn’t what it looked like. There’s more happening than I can explain. You’ll have to wait until I can document what’s involved. Until then, you’ll make up your own mind, like everyone else has.”“Does this have anything to do with that woman?”“Emma? Absolutely not, although she tried to protect me. This has nothing to do with another woman. By the way, I just came from the shrink. She wasn’t terribly receptive either, but I’m. She turned 50 this year and I think it is time to break her in again. I met Helen through my mother. My mother was Helen’s boss. I was 17 when I met her and I was rock hard at first sight. She wore tight clothes and was very large. All I could do was stare at her fat ass, her crotch and her big ass tits. Helen is at least 300lbs and she makes it work. She had more than hinted that she was receptive but I wouldn’t act for some years. She was the kind of woman who is typically passed. O'Dale does not understand. Lupron Depot is buying Kelly time tomake decisions about her life. She may still decide to be Jason,although I suspect that is highly unlikely. If she does, she can simplystop taking the Lupon Depot and she will go through puberty as normal.If however, she decides to stay as Kelly, it will prevent her fromhaving to have many expensive and invasive procedures. Kelly wasextremely distressed by the changes that were occurring to her body andthis put her mind at.