“You tell me.” I felt her hugging me back with surprising force and heard her sobbing into my shoulder. I didn’t know what to do so I just start...d stroking her hair, and whispered sweet nothings into her ear.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~That night I dreamed of storms. I was hovering at least twelve feet above my house in the middle of a raging storm. I was thrown back and forth by the harsh winds and almost fell out of the sky. twice. all of a sudden, all of the dark grey clouds that surrounded me, swirled. " And now we're being too serious," I said. If she was going to push for something, I was going to make her at least push a bit harder."Stoney, you're the first guy I have said I loved since junior high. The first one I've REALLY REALLY kissed, not because I wanted to see what kissing was like, but because I wanted to meld with you in some way. It means something to me that I kind of understand, but I'm afraid to announce. It's kind of like watching bubbles in the sunlight. They're shimmering. Ich habe Karen dann wie beiläufig gefragt, wie sie denn Jan kennengelernt hat. Karen erzählte mir , sie hätten sich vor etwa drei Wochen im Fitnessstudio kennengelernt. Sie hätten sich sofort verstanden und hatten seit dem Treffen viel zusammen trainiert. Ich war froh, dass Jan in dieser Zeit unsere Geschichte nie erwähnt hatte."Sie ist süß, findest du nicht?" Karen stellte die Frage wie eine Frau, die feststellen will, ob sie Konkurrenz hat. "Ich habe gesehen, wie du sie angesehen hast, du. “It has more of edge you preparing your wife for another man.”She was right. As she lay back on top of a towel on the bed I became acutely aware that next morning another man would be enjoying her body. His eyes and his hands focusing on her sex and pleasuring himself with it. After I finished I checked her slowly with my fingers to make sure that she was bristle free. As I pulled away satisfied Amy moved closer and began to check herself. “Here, let me double check,” she had said.I watched her.