We can't all live in hisrooms above the bakery."Miss Lajoie dropped her pencil. "A man. Living next door? Oh my." Shelooked visibly shaken by the news... "I ... I don't get along well withmen. Even that boy you got me to cut my grass: he is nearly a man. If hewere any bigger I don't think I could teach him. Boys and old men likeM. Verdun are fine. It is just adult men that bother me." Leon?" Rachael said. "Did he do something?" No dear, it is not him. It is me. Things happened when I was. As I float around in the pool, I can’t help but think about earlier this morning as I was getting ready to leave for my meeting. We had showered together, I had washed your hair and dried you, then I had sat you up on the vanity to dry your hair, after drying your hair you spread your legs, I entered you slowly, I began to brush your hair standing there deep inside you. It was an incredible feeling standing there feeling your warmth surround me, you pressed your face against my chest while my. It’s a good thing Ma loved me ‘cuz I’m sure Da would have dropped my ass at the curb within days of my arrival. I don’t think he ever spoke more than 5 words per occasion to me throughout my childhood, but he was oh so eloquent with his belt - not that I didn’t deserve it, but it still caused some serious pain when he was mad at me in my younger days. Heh, Ma had to haul him off me one time he was so mad - he gave me a real-life image of what “white with rage” looked like. Took a while for that. .” I smile again as she listens intently, but I cannot put my own burdens on her, it wouldn’t be fair of me “I just have a few things, and even if I am not good at the moment, I will be, don’t worry” I feel Bells hands squeeze my own tightly before letting go. She slides away, and casts her eyes to the floor “I am strong huh?” Before I can ask what she means, she speaks again with unusual intensity “Are you afraid of putting your problems onto me Theodore? Is that the faith that you have in my.