For the entire evening she felt enveloped by an overpowering sadness and loneliness. She had been alone for so long and there were days she could not ...nderstand why she continued living when it was obvious to her that she would always be alone.After hours of contemplative silence, the young woman glanced up at the sky and realized it was now completely dark and that she had spent far too long thinking. She had not even had her evening meal. She was hungry but also too tired to bother making. “Are you sure somebody has fucked you before?”“Sure,” I said, not mentioning that it had been me exclusively.Soon he got the head in and I began to feel tightness. But I remember thinking how wonderful if felt. Almost as good as when he licked me. More and more he penetrated me and finally reached my hymen. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain and tried to get him to stop but he ignored me. The pain subsided and shortly it felt wonderful again. He began to thrust deeper and deeper. I could feel myself. Not any longer... I don'trespect you. You don't deserve it... I can see right through you to theother side now and what I see inside I don't particularly like... Infact, I loathe you."Sean thought of falling to his knees and bawling like a baby. But hewisely fought the inclination. Instinctively he knew it wouldn't work.Collapsing in a heap at her feet and begging forgiveness would only feedher disgust with him. Instead, he decided to let the scene play out andse where it led. this whole scene. As we jogged up the front steps of my house, I noticed that there weren’t any lights on inside. I reached for the doorknob, but it was still locked from when I had left the house. Nobody was home, for some strange reason, so I walked over to the garage door. We had an external garage door opener, so I simply punched in the numbers and the door opened. We headed through the laundry room and entered into the TV room. Courtney tapped me on the shoulder and asked where the bathroom was. I pointed.