"Caroline gave the ranks of somber seaman a brave smile before returning her attention to the letter."'My dearest: If you are reading this letter, I w...ll not be returning. I hope that I have died an honourable death and that you will be as proud of me as you were of my dear brother Geoffrey.'"I do seem to be bad luck for the Stanhopes, don't I, Captain?" she said in an aside to a horrified Torrington. "'No matter the manner of my death, however, you must know that I died with a heart filled. She placed the glass down and she spoke quite simply. ‘He couldn’t keep his eyes off my chest.’ I clenched my eyes closed the instant she finished the sentence and turned forward. I didn’t want to open my eyes, but I did, and affixed my eyes on the stack of coasters at the edge of the bar. ‘However,’ she continued, but this time, her cold voice was warmed by a slight smile, ‘he was otherwise quite charming.’ She patted my arm gently. ‘Don’t worry, you at least looked away.’ ‘Yes, well,’ I. Oh fuck. Feeling sick. Head pounding. Just as well he lives right by the station. It’s still going to be a close thing. Across the road dodging cars and taxis. Yeah, you fuck off as well. Hit the stairs up to the station. Gonna be sick. Gonna be sick. Which platform? Which fucking platform. Scan the departure board with shaved eyes. Relief. Oh thank fuck. Delayed by fifteen minutes. Stop. Heart pounding, legs like jelly. Oh fuck. Calmer now. Even time to get a coffee. Heart slowing. Walk to the. M, she went downstairs hungrier than usual, maybe take-out she thought, but she couldn't find a menu to order from, just then she noticed Jim's computer, even though she knew the password she never opened it, as a sign of her trust.She opened it and noticed it was not shut down just hibernating.When it finally came on she was shocked and intrigued a little confused and a bit turned on, all sorts of emotions came over her as she saw the browser opened with a lot of tabs opened as well.She saw a.