It was almost seven months since her husband left to Australia. I did not know where exactly is her home, so she came over to my hotel with kids in th... evening. I checked out and drove down to her home, which is 15kms away from the center, in a very calm place. I had enough sleep and after dinner I did not feel like going to bed. I asked her if she has got some movie. She gave me one and went with the kids to bed. After the kids slept, she came back to watch the movie. By then she had changed. ” Valerie and John laugh. She continues, “This is supposed to encourage the older successful male to become more sexually aggressive and I think it worked!” They both laughed at her flirting and then John reaches his arm around her waist and pulls her tight body into his. He whispers in her ear, “Valerie, it did work.” And with that John kisses Valerie softly on the lips. His kiss lingers and his arm holds her firmly against his body. Valerie feels him, his rod, hard against her. Her heart. But at school they where the ones I hung out with. So Everyone pretty much ignored me the rest of the year.The next year my family pressured me into joining the football team they thought it would help me to make friends and I suppose it did a little. I mean they pretend to be my friend but they would try and ditch me when they did something. I never really tried to fit in because I was afraid that somebody would find out my secret. The scariest thing was that I was actually pretty good at. Lonely. You want companionship again, and not just the platonic kind. You're craving another romantic relationship. However, these thoughts just drive you to feel guilty for wanting another relationship so soon after your girlfriend's passing.She was such a handful when she was alive. So... insatiable. She loved life and lived it to the fullest. She always seemed to be happy and always tried to make sure the people around her were happy, too. With you, doubly so. She made sure you never wanted.