How did it remind me of my present dilemma? Well, I could become someone who would be a very nasty person, and endure endless horrors in my unending s...eep of death. Or, I could fight the demons inside of me, and suffer the consequences. I will have made my peace with myself, as well as with my God.Yeah, I know. That's heavy stuff for a fifteen year old. Like I said, once I put that ring on, I had matured in many ways. Now on to my dilemma, what do I do to curb that feeling of absolute. The Officers showers were located opposite my quarters and and unlike the main showers I had used provided lukewarm water. The small room only consisted of two shower cubicles and a changing bench, but the captain threw her jacket at me and stepped inside the shower. Apart from washing the backs of her body and helping her shave, there was little for me to do but to admire her showering, and when she turned the tap to stop the water from cascading onto her, I held out the big bath sheet and she. Now my left breast in is left arm. I know I don’t do this with my cousin but I can’t controll my self some minutes I enjoy it but after some time I fell some thing special in my breasts. That was an awesome feeling and cant explain throw words his hand moving throw my breasts and he also try to press them aaaaaahhhhh I close my eyes some seconds.He tying to press hard it’s really paining and I remove his hand. I realise he is awake. I try to move but I cant he place his legs over me and try to. Lowering my head I meet you half way for a much wanted kiss. I close my eyes and trail my lips along the hard bone of your jaw. Your skin feels hot and bristly under my mouth. Your smell makes my body burn. You stroke your hand around the back of my neck, your touch electric. As I kiss a trail up your throat to your ear your fingers tighten in response. I press my thigh gently against the bulge between your legs, and your body jerks in response. The skin tightens over your cheekbones and your.