O d ne mujhe klas ki list banane ko kaha jismain har student ka name fone no uar adress lena tha to doston is prakar mere pass klas ki har ladke ladki...ka no tha klass main ananya name ki ek ladki thi jiska figure 34 28 36 tha jisko dekh kar hi maine use chodne ke sapne dekhne shuru kar diye kyunki main ladka hun isi liyeGals hostel main nahin ja sakta tha is liye hostel ke liye jo bhi msg ata use fone par ananya ko bata deta isi bahane mere ananya se baat bhi hoti ab main us se msg dene ke. . it just doesn't work. After a certain age, I watched men more. And then, more subtly, I heard my parents talking late at night. After they saw me checking out a man. Fighting. Arguing. Wondering if I was gay. I am. I want him. This man that smells faintly of cologne. "Yes," I tell him. He's a little over six feet tall to my five and a half. He takes my hand and pulls me along and I watch him walk. So confident. So sure of himself and not self-consciously worrying about anyone else around. He picks me up and puts mein the back seat and buckles me in with a five-point harness. Then putsMandy in the front seat and buckles her in too. I start trying tounbuckle the baby reins I can't even reach the buckle.Help I say to myself. Like it would do any good coming from a threeyear-old anyway. At the elevator Daddy is stopped by a couple ofelderly ladies appearing to be about 60 years old or so. They ask Adamif these are his of course he says they look so adorable the say.Pinching each of. Aapane kahaa thaa naa ki holi men jaroor ayengen…jab se faagun lagaa…..aur jab se alpi didi ke bord ke imtahaan khatam huye…har roj ham dono ginate the holi ab kitane din hai….aa To gayaa naa apani pyaaree saali se holi khelane….usake kishor gulaabi gaal pe do ungaliyaa ragadate vo bade pyaar se bole. Pataa hai jijoo, meri klaas ki ladakiyaan sab kisse sunaati thin, unhone jijoo ke saath kaise holi kheli, kaise jijoo ko buddoo banaa ke achhchhi tarah rangaa aur unake jijoo ne bhi….khoob kas kas.