I started kissing her earlobes , she started to moan. I kissed her forehead. Now I placed my lips over her lips and started smooching wildly. As there...is no tomorrow. We did not stop for 5 mins, slowly I took her upper lips , she held me tightly, I placed my hand on her sexy big ass and slowly lifted her, she was getting more horny. We continued for 10mins and broke the kiss.Again I slowly lifted top and touched her bare tummy, I kneed down and planted kiss on it. My hands reached her bra from. No sleep was their in my eyes. I though to have sex with her. At about 11.30pm, i awake and sit on my berth. I saw that every body is sleeping. I put my one leg on her berth and slightly touch her body and start increasing the pressure. There is no reaction from her side. I was not sure whether she is actually sleeping and just pretending. Slowly, i extend my leg thumb on her ass but there was no reaction from her side. My breath was increasing as i was having fear that someone might wakeup. So. I had flunked that testthis time. Had I just thrown away the most important thing I had ever hadin my life?"I know I love her, Sam, but I don't know if I can handle this thing withKritsada, and she doesn't want to see me again."She thumped me hard on the arm and said, "That's just miserable selfpity. Snap out of it. I can guarantee that if she loves you there will bea way to get her to see you again. Is there anything that can be donewith Kritsada?" I've met him and by what I've heard he isn't. " And started down to the pond."Wait!" Kelly called. "Don't you guys want to get your bathing suits?" Get one if you want to, but I'm jumping in with these clothes on. It's to give me an opportunity to cool off, and rinse the sweat and dirt from them. Remember, we've got no laundry facilities here. We hand wash and line dry." Bob continued out on the small dock and dove into the cool pond.Kelly, Patty and I followed and we were soon all splashing and washing in the cold water. I don't know that.