When I pulled out she whined. I washed myself and left her hanging there. “Did you remember the key, baby?”“No. It’s in the bag.”“Then ... guess I’ll have to wash you hanging like that.” So I did. I soaped her hair and swung her out to rinse. I soaped the front of her body and when I tried to rinse her she tried to get my cock back inside her. She twisted her hips and got her legs around me but I pulled away. I turned her around and washed her back and she tried to get me inside her again. ”“What do you mean?” I asked, suddenly wary.Bob took a big pull from his beer can, emptying it. He belched, and then looked at me.“Do you enjoy sucking cock?” Bob asked me.“No.”“If you had to suck off every man in the world but were allowed to avoid one guy, who would it be?”“You.”“Tell me what you truly feel about sucking cock.”“I hate it.” There was no difficulty in telling the truth. I knew the truth was the only thing I’d be able to say, but I enjoyed saying this to him.“How do you feel. " Not by a long shot." I didn't trust you. I should have known, but I didn't trust you. And again, today, I didn't know what you were going to do. I should have just trusted you." How do you know what I'm going to do?" Jeff asked."You were late; very late." You've lost me, Ashley." You would never have come this late if you weren't going to go through with it. You would never allow all these guests to come and wait only to be told there would not be a wedding. You could have made a decision not. I open my eyes and look at the water and bubbles, just above thewaterline. My hair floats just underneath the bubbles, changingtheir color to a blood red. I rinse off and dress myself inplain black clothes. Now it's time to wake John.3 AM"All right, already! I'm awake."I'm used to it. Hell, after sex when I used to be a man, I justwanted to sleep. John's eyes wearily shut again, and I have toshake him. Time for him to bring me home.3:30 AMI climb up the ladder. I'm sure John is getting.