It wasFebruary. And I had attended that class 5 days a week for a full term anda half.I guess I didn't help the situation. I just kept to myself and s...ayedquiet. I lingered in the corners. Crept silently through the corridors.Head always down, hair always covering my face.I hung around with a kid named Gary who wanted me to call him "Gizmo"because he loved computers and "gadgets" so much. I never once called himthat. He wore a PacMan backpack, brought a GameBoy to school and hispencil cases -. When he said goodbye he knew it was for the last time. It was really over. Ellen had told him about Wally, a guy from her new church and she wanted to be free to follow her heart. She asked if ‘we could still be friends?’ He spent the next day with his folks and when they asked about Ellen he had to explain that they had broken up the night before. He did not mention his crash and burn proposal wanting to hold on to some of his dignity. His dad suggested that he needed to get out of the house. The creep never got me that much." Once was too much Julie. Had I known, I would have fought tooth and nail for you. I did love you. Your mom did a good job of disappearing after the divorce. I tried to find you. The best I could ever do is give letters and gifts to her mom and hope that she would get them to you." I know now that you were not the monster mom made you out to be. I used to read trade magazines from the tech and computer sectors just to read about you. What kind of person you. “I don’t know if Heather will agree with me but I think the two of us should take turns sucking you off.”“Missy!” Heather almost screamed at her. “Shut your mouth!”“If you don’t want to suck him, I’ll do it myself,” Missy replied. “I want that great looking penis down my throat.”“Heather,” I said, “if you don’t want to participate, that’s ok. But I would be honored if you both wanted to suck my cock.”“Well, as long as it’s ok with you, I guess I can go along. I don’t want to be a party pooper,”.