Goddamn it, goddamn it." She was crying softly. As we climbed, and I reset the radios, I asked her "Why don't you leave him, honey? Can't be much fun ...or you."I could feel her eyes boring into me, though I was concentrating on the instruments, and the radar. On long range scan, the long fingers of clouds were already showing up. "Same reason you gave in, Don. The price of leaving him is probably, you know, terrible." I just flew, feeling strange to be suddenly in her confidence, and caught her. I rubbed my hand all over her boobs. Dragged myself close to her (as close as I could get) and started to push my dick into her ass. By now she also started to make noises like, “Ahhh.” But they were all in a very low tone.I went near to her ear and whispered, “What happened, are you afraid of anyone hearing us?” She just whispered, “Umm,” and kept her hand on my dick. We both wanted more. I lowered her lower from her ass till her knees. She pushed it down completely herself.She has a soft and. See, old geezers like me can learn from you modern kids.”The conversation was over and the matter seemed settled. And he hadn’t said how soon he was going to ask for Esther’s hand, or when the wedding would take place.I went back to school and back to my other life. I did tell one of my buddies about the conversation, and he thought it was funny. He made no mention about living under the same roof with a gay guy. It was irrelevant.My sophomore year was coming to an end when I got an email from. "Alexi questions, "Ms. Donaldson, I cannot believe you have ever made a mistake. I do know my sisters have the utmost respect for you."I laugh and confess, "Alexi, I make mistakes all the time! One of the biggest mistakes was how I treated you and your sisters. But the biggest of all was how I treated my love, Ben. I didn't know at the time but he had been conditioned to avoid being trapped and my love for him made him feel trapped so that's what made him run away."Alexi seems to be processing.