” She laughed. It was a nice sound. We missed our Friday lunch last week because of the long model sessions that Lissa did for Figure Painting. I me...n, you miss one and it’s two weeks between meetings. Maybe that’s what Lissa was talking about when I complained I didn’t have friends. I didn’t know where my roommate was. Sandra was standing here and just because I didn’t have lunch with her last Friday, I missed her. I hadn’t said two words to Amy since lunch week before last. And aside from. ' Charlie d**g me through the door and pulled me across the floor to the mattress and said 'alright bitch, I'll kick your ass and still fuck the shit out of you, so you better get undress before I get mad.' Harry giggled and said 'now Charlie that ain't no way to treat a good piece of boi pussy,' Harry walked over and lifted me to my feet and started to unbutton my shirt. I raised my hand to block Harry, Harry looked at me in a very threatening manner I dropped my hand back to my side.. A little short skirt, shirt open as if she was showing off cleavage. My suspicion were correct,... cross dresser. I told her I didn't know much about the local scene, I'm a truck driver parking up for the night with a local delivery first thing in the morning.Direction turned into small talk and that turned into the two of us sitting chatting in my truck. She was new to the area looking for a fun place to hang out and meet people. Getting comfortable and relaxing she began flirting,.... asking. I TRIED TO BE GOOD. I TRIED SO HARD. I TAUGHT MYSELF AND MOULDED MYSELF AND EVEN WHEN I CHANGED, IT WASN’T ENOUGH. And the Man did what he wanted. I WANTED TO BE LIKED AND TO BE LOVED AND I TRIED SO HARD. EVERYTHING I WAS, EVERYTHING I BECAME, WAS NOT ENOUGH. And the Man had been enough. His funeral was proof . The Girl’s funeral would not be like that, she was sure. She would not be called a peacemaker, an angel called to heaven. She had been a horrible little girl, everyone said so. She had.