So we should let her know what her life is all about.I had no clue what they were talking.So I was informed that an worship to our village deity would...take place in the next Sunday. I was very happy our house was redecorated. Flowers and incessant sticks were ordered.So the day came.Father had brought 6 dhotis.We took bath my mother gave me ornaments and a dhoti.I wore my bra and panty than wore all the ornaments.Then I asked my mother to help me with dhoti.She clothed me in such a. Way dat the. Next day Latha came to me and asked the same thing, I said that her salary is sufficient only for her son’s college fees then how she and her mother will return me the money. Latha said that she will do service for me in return to this favor. I said Rajamma is there to serve me in house and what is need of u. Latha said my mother cannot serve u in all aspects at an age of 58. I dint understand her intension and said she is serving me well and in what aspect u r saying that she serve me well.She. Your Grandparents did not approve of your Father and wouldn't let your Mother get married to him. When she was 18 they eloped and got married. Your Grandparents refused to have anything to do with your parents and disowned her. I think time has mellowed their feelings and I do know they care for you very much. They were very upset when I had to tell them about the attack" she said."What are their feelings about seeing my Mother now?" he asked."I do not know the answer to that. Do you wish me to. ." she knew that she was rambling and stopped, trying to figure out what to say.For the last three days she had been trying to figure what she would say. She had thought about what she would do now that she was totally broke and would be homeless soon. She did not think that Carl would try to control her now that her husband was dead. Several times in the last three days her thoughts were of him. She wondered where he had gotten his attitude toward women. She had never heard him discuss any.