He also had been thinking about the delight of not wearing too many clothes, but he wasn’t thinking about himself, he admitted that he was thinking ...bout me! He apologized and said that we should get back to business, but my concentration was now on other things. I told him that I wasn’t upset and asked him to explain further. Reluctantly at first, he explained that the direction of the light in my office had the effect of making my thin, silk blouse virtually transparent to the camera. In. It felt like his cum was shooting directly into my cervix. The feeling of his hot cum flooding into me sent me into another earth shattering orgasm.I collapsed on top of Jason and grinned to myself as I thought of what Jay was missing out on. Then I hatched a filthy plan. I sat up again “Will you do me a favour?” I asked. “Sure” Jason answered. I explained to him where to find my panty drawer upstairs in the house, “please go upstairs and choose a pair of sexy black panties and bring them down.. ‘You should leave now.’ I told him. ‘I can’t do that.’ He shook his head, ‘and unless you want to leave me homeless, then neither can you.’ *** That night I cried for my father again. Hours pranced passed while I continued in this demented waltz of grief. I needed a drink. Shivering in my light blue nightie I tiptoed toward the kitchen so that I wouldn’t wake the man next door. Shadows watched me from every corner, whispering that release was only a jump away- ‘When was the last time you slept. That doesn't seem to go togetherdoes it?" I said nothing. "He is attracted to you, we all saw it today,but we're all concerned for both of you. If you were a girl, I know thatyou would do the right thing, but as a male trying to be a girl, with notraining, you might not do the right thing. Maybe if you became a girlall of the time that would change, but what if you don't? What then?"Exactly. What then? I knew how to make Jimmy happy, but I couldn't doit. I wanted to, which surprised me a lot,.