" You were wondering how I'd compare?" Yeah," she said quietly. "Oh, Tommy, I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't feel that way, but..."Time for a confession ...f my own. "Beth, don't worry about it! I'll bet everyone feels that way." I hesitated. Did I really want to admit it? "I know I did." There, it was out there."You did?" I heard a lot of the insecure girl I met that first night."Beth, we were both virgins. I think there would always be a little part of us that was curious." And what did you find. Next I sat down (metaphorically -- I was already sitting down) to consider what I wanted in a lover. I checked with Aide and verified that he knew all my thoughts -- he was part of me, as he said earlier -- and asked him to take notes on the decisions I made, but hold off on actually doing anything until I gave the word. I also asked him to chime in with any suggestions he had along the way, particularly if I was forgetting something.First, appearance: Leia was beautiful, of course, but I. I found a way to watch you as you did your workout. OMFG the way your hips moved. The way your boobs bounced. I wanted to crash through the door and take you right on the floor in front of all those other women. You knew I was watching as I pretended to workout. You totally put on a show for me. I watched for probably 30-40 minutes then got a hold of myself and went to the treadmill.I had been running for sometime, on my third mile when you came in. I couldn’t believe it. I was hard. As Ms. Payne kept lashing Chris harder and harder, he began to grunt."Good," Ms. Payne said. "Now you are learning obedience." And she kept whipping him.Chris felt his chest begin to burn. He didn't want to disappoint Ms. Payne but the whipping was really becoming quite painful. He did his best to accept each harsh, thudding, stinging lash of the whip, but it was getting harder and harder. Ms. Payne continued her patient, symmetrical whipping of his chest. 20 times on his right nipple. .