... I nearly jumped off the table as my tortured body went into an uncontrollable seizure ... an electric shock coursed through my nervous system and...my back immediately arched so I was pivoting on my painful shoulder blades... Mike pressed down of my large abdomen holding me down as my arms and body thrashed against the table top, my eyes were wide open in absolute terror and pain as my body heaved trying to fill my lungs with life giving oxygen, it was like being fucked by a hideous monster. I started massaging and I knew where the pressure points were. It was soothing for her and I was watching her from the corner of my eyes. She just closed her eyes and was enjoying the massage. I massaged her feet and she was relaxing well. I then asked her whether she would like her back to be massaged and she just turned down with her stomach on the bed. I was just using minimal oil and was massaging the midriff. On being asked whether she wants me to go to her lower back she just adjusted her. Lastnight's temperature was in the seventies and it was difficult to sleep.The temperature had not subsided and today, Tuesday, was going to bevery uncomfortable.The Loving family had sat down to breakfast together for the first timein six months. Alan Brown surveyed the chaos that was escalating in theramshackle family home. Alan still used the name "Brown" since herefused to take his stepfather's "sissy" surname.Alan was a seventeen year old, Caucasian boy with pasty skin. He didn'tstand too. I thought I was for sure busted. But, years later she had asked me to house sit and help feed her cat (heh). And my heart jumped at the opportunity to get inside. When it came time, I went inside, made sure I took care of what I had to, then let myself into her bedroom. I first peered into the hamper, but there wasn't anything, other than her bathrobe. I was disappointed, but then decided to just have fun checking out her clothes and trying some stuff on. I opened up her closet and saw all the.