Excitement flooded me with a sense of wariness. I didn’t know where this was going and that worried me. We had been playing cat and mouse for weeks ...nd somehow it seemed that I had finally been caught. Driving toward the house that she and I shared, I kept my eyes open for cops but another eye out for his car. He was still behind me and following closely as if he were memorizing how to get to my house. Pulling up the drive, I parked the car and turned it off. Before I opened the door, he had. "I know" I sighed "No permission from Ann now ! I'm barred. It was a one off". Sheila just laughed and said "bet it ain't Sparks" and gave me the wine and three new glasses.I poured the girls a glass each and decided I'd prefer a pint so returned to the bar for one. I was hoping that they would get tired after last nights exertions as they were visibly getting tipsy again. Also Christine was due in about 3 hours and we were due out tonight. We carried on talking, the girls going on about sex. Pictures of sissy white boys. My whole life became thinking about BBC. It was everywhere in my house. As I became more and more of a sissy and my mind and body transformed I became more ready to go to a gay bar and see if people thought I was hot or not. See if I could maybe flirt with a big black man like Andrea had. Then, one day as I was trying to work up the courage, I was sitting and looking at the pictures on my wall. Panties were all over my room, booty shorts, mini dresses and hi heels. "You see Mr Bates", she said to me and stood up holding the cane. "Discipline concentrates the mind and achieves results. This young lady has been slipping. I gave her a verbal warning two weeks ago that she would have to improve and now you see the result. Where words fail then we must act without delay."She took out a large red book and verbalized what she was writing down. First the date, then the name of the girl. Then she paused - bending the cane in two hands as she did so."Well Shi-Lin,.