He just smiled, and told me he'd see to it the next day, and that I should go to bed. It had been a long day, so I did. Over the next few days, I got ...ore and more feminine. First there were some clearly feminine tank tops, blouses, and suchlike. Then I had to wear my ponytail high on my head. Then I had my eyebrows thinned and shaped. My fingernails were shaped and polished. I had to wear lipstick, then full make up. Then I had to wear a bra with some falsies in it and I got some high heels.. " My training?" Vanessa asked, a sad smile on her face. "I need training in something – I just wish I knew what. I don't think Phoenix training is it. There aren't any textbooks that teach what I wish I knew!" Sweetie," Tanya said, smiling at her, "I'm two hundred years old, and I still don't know what I wish I knew – what I need to know so I can make things okay for everybody, including me. Darling Lisa thinks she knows all the answers, but she's as tormented and uncertain as the rest of us.. Yet I really didn't want to take this step. But something had to change, but I didn't know what. But, unknown to me at that time, the change was just about to walk into the house. I was busy cooking dinner after getting off of work when the door slam and I heard, "hey hon, guess what?"What do people say that? There could be a million things you can guess, come on, at least give a hint of what you are talking about."Guess what," I replied."This," said Mike as he handed me a envelope. He was just. "Sit down please," she asked, while motioning to the seat in the front row, "now you haven't been yourself for over a week now, and I want to know if there is anything I can do to help you?" Tommy, now feeling more miserable than ever, just shrugged his shoulders and mumbled, "There's nothing anyone can do." Well," she replied, "I want to see you in here after school and we'll see if we can get to the bottom of this, now off to your last period class!" Hurrying down the hall, Tommy thought,.