I wanted him to watch me come and look at me as he told me he was going to stroke me harder and faster. I imagined him telling me I was a very naughty...girl and had to be punished. He said he would need to fuck me hard to make sure I was not naughty again. Whilst fingering me, he pushed me back on to the desk, so I was lying down and I watched him as he went down on me. This is something I had never experienced, only read about in magazines and books, and I imagined what it would be like to have. They didn't find out until much later that Shelly had been in the same class as Josh's older brother, John, and had dated him once or twice, although Josh hadn't remembered her. The Spearfish Lake connection worked even in Alaska.Shelly had handled a lot of arrangements for them, and had been a big help, especially on the Anchorage end of the race. She'd never asked for anything, and Josh and Tiffany had offered to visit her fourth graders in repayment of the favors done to them. They'd just. My two-liter was now empty and the chip bag was half empty. I was feeling much better now, so I decided to pack up and go back and get some work done on that painting before Chase called. My painting was going well when Chase called later that evening. He told me he wanted to take me out the next weekend. We made plans, but we didn’t talk for long. I told him I had to get back to work. I was really making headway on the painting but I still hadn’t talked to Zoë. I was anxious to speak with her,. But you were staring after her with that long-lost look of someone who’s just had their heart broken.”“I have just had my heart broken.” I had to play along, didn’t I? Or our little deception would get found out.“I know. And I’ve told you I’m here to help. But I’m right. She’s not worth any more of your time. Or your tears.”“I thought you were her friend.”She didn’t answer for several seconds, then said, “Some things are more important than friendship.”I looked her in the eye, making sure I had.