I look out on thefield and wonder how many high school kids crossdress. How many werelike me and were terrified that they, as teenagers, loved wearing...femaleclothes? Thought they were freaks of society?There could be some deranged man who holds up supermarkets and runs outscreaming. If they search his house and find women's shoes, they'll say,"Oh, he's psycho crossdresser. That explains it all."I've always felt that if I confessed to being a drug addict who dealsweapons, I would be more. Since the alarm clock gets me up early, I stopped after my second beer. They were having fun, there was quite a bit of touching and giggling going on while we cooked.I told them about my wife and our years camping together. They didn't mind that I hunted with bow and arrow. There was a bit of reluctance on my part to talk about my wife and hunting. But, they had opened up to me with their lives, the least I could do was to be open with them.After dinner, we cleaned the dishes and lit a. I had been considering having the operation myself having saved up themoney, but I was still hesitating about whether I wanted to cling on tomy manhood or not. In truth I couldn't see myself as a man any more butthere are some treasured possessions that you would hold on to and otherpossessions that if you thought about it you didn't really treasure butyou just didn't get round to throwing away, my penis was the latter.Maybe I just felt that I would be no more acceptable to the Terfs of ourtown. I’m really crazy about it. The stories sometimes are fantasies or real but it does not bother until we enjoy… Right? The story I’m writing is real story about me and my mousy-my mother younger cousin sister. It happened when I was 19. Let me tell u about her. Her name is Riya she was 24 when the incident occurred. She is 5’55” tall her stats would be 34-26-36 but still she had an attractive figure. Now back to story..She had an affair with a guy and wanted to marry him but both their family.