For a second I thought I was going to fall over because my legs went all weak. It really felt good though!”Mom smiled again. “Baby when you decide...you want have sex you will be amazed. Rubbing yourself feels good, but having sex is so much better!”“Mom’s right s*s.” I added. “I’ve been rubbing myself for ages and I thought it was great, but I never knew how much better actual sex really is!”“Well it was kinda obvious you two were enjoying yourselves, so what happens now? Am I going to come home. The good thing is we don't need to do it all at once. And it's really not that expensive when you realize you'll be set up as good as any professional out there. Actually, better than most pros. Most of them don't have your eye." So, where do we start?" Well, you can borrow my laptop when you need it for a while. I've got a home version of Photoshop on it that you can play with. Once you find you like it and want to get serious about it, you'll need to get the professional version, but I'm. To make matters far worse, there was a construction crew of several hundred men having their lunch right next to it. My heart was racing so fast that I thought I was going to have a stroke. I had to keep reminding myself of the fact that ,unlike the episode in the hospital, no one could tell that I was a guy. I summed up my courage and kept on walking into their view."Remember to keep your steps short, feet cross out straight in front of you as you walk, and sway your arms at the elbow" I said. Friday night arrived and I didn't know what to expect. I had made and excuse to Graham I was going on a weekend seminar and planned to check in to a motel with Brad and JC after my initiation. I met Brad at the Dunkin Donut as planned and he scooted me off to Glenmoore.I was totally unprepared for what I found on our arrival. There must have been close to fifty boys in the small apartment many of which I recognized from around campus."Good God! I can't fuck this many guys!" I thought.A loud.