They’re sitting there, staring at you, and all the while, it’s you who have gone away. That’s what separates us now, big bro. It’s not simple,...like life or death. It’s a whole new shade of gray.’ She picked up a fat purple chalk and began to lazily trace a side-ways eight, so that a strange lavender mist began to seep up from the concrete. The sky continued to darken and the bright blood red of sunset washed across the sky. The Caribbean green of her eyes seemed to glow. Then she turned to her. "Frank, you did such a wonderful job in there, like a pro. Are you sure this was your first time?" Professor Hall had a big smile on her face."I want you to go over to the wall and blow that big penis sticking out of the wall," she whispered."But." No argument, please just do it."Reluctantly, I went over to the wall and kneeled down. I thought that if I had to do this I should do it right and give them a show, after all, I was an exhibitionist.I fondled his balls, seven inches of impressive. , but I also never knew if some random young woman or old man on the streets of Portland was going to start yelling at me for no particular reason. ‘In Japan that just doesn’t happen, anywhere. People respect your space, your privacy, even when you’re in public. When I got here, I could truly relax for the first time in years.’ ‘Were you in a relationship,’ I asked, ‘when you got the diagnosis?’ Another effort at steering the conversation so we don’t jump ahead. ‘Thankfully, no,’ said. Then I started to hear the baby crying, so I walked into the room. Bhabhi was shouting not to go inside. By the time I could hear her, I had entered her room. I could see bras and underwear on the bed.Next to it, the baby was crying. Soon bhabhi came and started collecting them from the bed. She was a little shy about it.I left the house and came to my home. Evening again, mom prepared some snacks and asked me to hand them to my bhabhi. I readily told her that I would give and went.I knocked on.