Hell he didn’t even know what gender I was. I went to bed and tossed and turned thinking about the question, all night I had dreams of being violate... every way possible. They definitely weren't nightmares though. In the middle of the night though I felt something was wrong as I was waking up. Apparently I had been sleeping really heavy because when I woke up I was gagged and tied up. I started to panic, trying to call for help and get out of my bonds. Suddenly a man in a ski mask grabbed my. So was I.’ The waiter came and took our orders. For the next hour, we gave Rick the entire story and filled in Donna on the parts she didn’t know. There were a number of tears quietly shed but the joy of how God had worked in Lydia’s life and in ours to bring Pam and me together filled us. After lunch, we drove to our house and I made a copy of Susan’s notes for Donna and Rick to read. We sat in the library all afternoon and talked about life and the future. Pam heard about Lydia from a mom’s. She told me it was alright, she was happy I approved, another smile. What a beautiful smile. She repeated herself and asked if I'd like to go somewhere less crowded to visit, she wanted to know more about me. I told her I only live a few miles away, I could make us tea at my house, before I even got it all out she stood and said "let's go". Her rental was parked in the same lot as my car and I told her to just follow me.When we got to my place I asked if she'd like a tea or I could pour us. While half sleep my knees touched my fellow passenger on lower birth, as it was cold all were in blanket so I felt comfortable in that position. With train’s movement our touch was getting more comfortable, suddenly train stopped at GANJ BASODA and light pepped in again in my compartment. Hell she was a lady whose body was getting touched by my knee, both of us saw each other. Since she was in blanket I could not make out her age and built that time. Train started again and lights were off.