" That would imply that the young ladies would forgive their adultery." Well, who knows about them? They could be kinky wenches for all we know; we're...not around when they're intimate with our sons. They could get off on that kind of thing; we don't know." Again, I think we're discussing the wrong thing here. We need to figure out how to go about this; we can't just let it slide. We need to hear London and Sandra out obviously, but more importantly, have a serious discussion if we'd be willing. We often see each other in the morning at breakfast and after his work. I’m in charge of the house now, so I make sure things are going smoothly and everything is taken care of, especially my dad’s needs. It all started 3 months after my mom left for new york. One day I woke up early and decided to try on the new dresses I bought the night before. I thought dad was still sleeping, so I left my door open. I was even playing with sissy our poodle because she was lying on the entrance of my room. With that, I was done; I needed his length inside me. He was at least seven inches. I decided to tell him I wanted to try anal. He was excited to hear that. We made plans to go to the river one day. I wore my bikini, which is yellow with black leopard print, some jeans and a see through red shirt. I walked to his place and we took off in his truck. When we got there we walked along the river for a bit, I was too nervous to initiate anything. I had only been with two guys, and could count the. ."And I looked at him, thought again how handsome he was, how sweet and lovely... and how I desperately didn't want to put him off me. But the need I had was as powerful as it had been in every relationship I'd ever had, it was my thing, my kink and when I didn't get it I'd be looking at the man I was with and dreaming of it. Thinking of things that only I thought.."I have fetishes."I told him, "Its about role play. Pretending things. You doing things to make me feel excited. It's just verbal.