"Mickey!" was all I could manage as my penis erupted within her vagina and I clung to her, jerking with every spurt, my eyes were open all the time, a... were hers for she'd taken the patch off, whereas before they'd been bright blue, almost sparkling, suddenly they seemed misty, distant even and as I began to relax on top of her, I realised they were filled with tears."What is it Mickey?" I said anxiously, "Mickey darling, please tell me, what's wrong?"It took five minutes for her to stop, five. We would’ve made incredible body pillows for one another. However the condition of my home was grotesquely hoarded, and I was not financially secure enough to live on campus and have a place of my own. If she’d seen where I lived, it would’ve scared her, and, I didn’t know her well enough to feel okay asking if we could go to her place. If there were an open coffee shop, or any 24-hour store, I would’ve suggested that. Group conversation continued for awhile. My girl had tucked herself back. He put her in the best of moods. She could not wait. A few days later she got an email from him telling her what his new address was and within a week of that she was visiting a nice, new and very clean and orderly apartment. “Wow, this is your place?” she said as her eyes showed she was overly impressed with its contents and roominess. He said yes, showed her all around it including his bedroom and the roomy bathtub and bathroom too and he easily sold her over. They sat and talked for a while. I Had smoked pot in high school and college, and remember how That stuff used to help melt away my problems. That is when I saw two Local black teens smoking a joint. I asked if I could get a hit of the budsTrying to sound hip."What's your name lady?" The biggest one asked."Cindy," I told them."You sure are beautiful Cindy," he said."Who are you?" I asked."I'm King," he said offering me the joint he was toking on. They were high school boys I liked it when they told me I looked very beautiful.