I forgot until I saw the towels. You’ve already been my first for so many things and I guess since I’m already yours…,’ Vanessa trailed off an... saw he was still unconvinced. ‘Sweetheart, I’m not scared and I know you won’t push me. I want and need you so much. I’m yours as long as you’ll have me, baby.’ Mark slid in next to her and pulled her against him as he kissed her softly. He still couldn’t believe that she could possibly want to give him her virginity, not to a kid. ‘Yes, you. I meant it. When I look at them, all I see is decay and entitlement, and I can’t tell you which one disgusts me more. I don’t want to work for the Canadian government. Too many middle-aged bozos and old people there. I hate the smug, boring and dull people who work there. Everyone’s gray and wrinkly. Thanks but no thanks. I want to go to Law School and practice law. Seriously, I don’t want to be one of those creeps who walk around downtown with their government worker’s ID badges around their necks and. " May I ask you something?" I nodded affirmatively." Is your name Jayne?" As always when faced with someone recognising me I felt myself blush, " Yes I am, how do you know me?" He moved slowly from one foot to the other his black skin showing beads of sweat as his chest heaved a little, "Erm well I've seen you on X-Hamster, I'm a big fan ," he took in a huge gulp of air, " I'm Clive by the way, my elder brother Dek's the 'stag'", Steve arrived back from the bar, he nodded at Clive, " Steve this. He started to chat with me on phone; our conversations started from Hi to can I hug u for a second (from blue to red and bright red). We were staying in a very cold place so both of us needed a tight hug and nothing else after a clear promise from both ends I opened my room door for him. He was in his Jean pant and a sleeveless t-shirt. I was in my nighty with all undergarments. So after I opened the door I went straight to bed and waited for his move. He came close to the bed and hugged me.