Or at least that's what I thought it was. Something about wanting a little brother or sister." And when was this?" Three weeks ago. R-right when I was...supposed to start the next month's worth of pills after my period."Robert nods, then wipes his face with his hand."I swear she was alone!" Dorothy cries. "I mean ... her friend can't be real, but she thinks it is, and that's when things happen."Roberts says nothing and drops his hand to his side. He stares up as if intent on some spot on the. "Show me" I said so he put his hands at the top of my naked thighs and twisted me a little more - he was not brave enough top go any further"I have been dressing sexily for weeks and you have been very restrained and nice and have not tried to come on to me" I said, "I'll tell you what, any part of me that you can see without have fist to remove any clothing over it you can touch!" "WOW" he said and he gently put his hand between my legs slid 2 fingers into me, I was so wet, my husband is going. Not sure how that happened... Hot skin against skin.Then... she wanted it. I wasn't scared or uncertain or anything. Iwanted it too. This time we got it.Oh God! Do. I. Get. A. Say. In. This?I awoke on the gurney, for a moment half on that weird sordid rooftop,half in the complex. Then the sense of being on that surreal roof faded.The rows of fluorescent night lights were on. The place was quiet andstill. I was sweating and breathing heavily with excitement. I wasreally excited. And it felt. "No go on" I pleaded, thinking there might be a solution to my 3 year waiting game."Well it's just an idea and don't judge me because it is probably a bit gay, but what about if me and you take each others verginities." How would we do that?" I asked, as despite my extensive reasearch in my dads porn mags I had never come across anything like what Derek was suggesting."Well I saw it when I was browsing the tv channels late at night, but you basically have sex like you do with a girl, but rather.