.. I need at least one follower, as an anchor.”“And what does being a follower of yours entail?” Simon asked.“Worship, they would have to offe... a prayer a day to me for the protection I’d give to their people.”“No problem, there’s a small internet group that still worships you,” I replied.“There is?”“Yes, part of the Neopaganism movement. We can no doubt borrow one to come with us and be your Theurgist,” I replied.“Works for me,” Simon added, looking at Hilda.“We have an agreement with Athena. Realizing I was getting turned on looking at a dogs’ dick I filled with disgust at myself. I tried to continue reading but the sounds of his avid licking kept drawing my gaze to him. His cock had seemed to redden in color and had a slick fluid seeping profusely from its tip that he seemed to lick and swallow as it appeared. I found myself wondering what it tasted like and again felt disgust at my thoughts. I actually was tempted to touch his cock just to see what it felt like and to put. I was just driving away from my house when coming towards me on the other side of the street was a middle aged man on a bicycle. I could clearly see his balls hanging out of his shorts, they were huge and hanging really low, from the heat no doubt. Just the sight of his balls swinging gave me an instant hard-on, and sent my heart a flutter like I never felt before. He then noticed his balls were out and tried to tuck them in, but they were just too long and loose and he gave up and just let. Sincerely, Y.O.B.S." I was stunned, to say the least. I didn't know anyone who knew of my desire to change my gender, but someone obviously knew more about me than I thought anyone ever would. It mentioned the change being complete. I knew I could never go through with medical operations that were available. It wasn't the money, or the pain, I just had no desire to have a male body altered into a female shape. That was fine for those who opted for that, and I hoped their dreams came true,.