”“Well I suppose you better come in then, a deal is a deal after all.” “Well thank you, how very kind, beautiful place you have here.”Pickin... up her phone as they walked into the kitchen Eva checked her messages. “Damn, I can’t believe he has canceled again!!” “Nothing wrong I hope?” “No, it is just the second time this week my masseuse has canceled and I am going to be stuck in meetings all day!” “Ok this is going to sound a little strange but I actually work with massage. So why don’t I have. Itsupersedes mother any day of the week." There's one thing I was never able to figure out," my aunt said calmly."Here's your chance," I tried to make it sound like a joke, but mostlikely failed."It's about that thing you told me, about you being a girl a few yearsago." Oh that," I said, hoping that my last moments with my aunt weren't goingto be an argument."Why did you wait so long to tell me?"The question took me off guard. I was expecting a different track, onethat perhaps I have heard. She then stepped from between my legs and lifted my cock and balls from between my thighs and told me to close my legs. I did. She then unlocked my hands and said, “I want you to play with my tits until I cum and if you do it right, I might even let you blow your nuts in me.” She then moved in front of me and slid her ass down my chest and aimed my cock up at her heavenly pussy.She began to move up and down my shaft in the reverse cowgirl motion. I move my hands in front of her and squeezed. “I am doubting myself. I find it hard to see worth as a lover.”“Oh, Ashley! Oak Leaf will embrace you and bring healing when this is done.”“I wonder whether I can find healing at Oak Leaf.” As doubt had grown, my confidence as a noble decreased. I feared I would see shadows of Stone and Lucinda every time I contemplated accepting vulnerability rather than a noble’s poise. Yet I could not be myself without that vulnerability.I didn’t want to dwell too deeply on the future. Doubt is dangerous for.