I asked her whether coming with me is ok for her, n enquired about her boy friend. Then she said it’s perfectly fine n her boy friend is a history n...w. I couldn’t believe how her boyfriend cud leaves her. I felt sorry for her n we were talking like close friends. She was such open I became good friend for her in no time. V started talking on phone n it became a daily for me to meet her every evening. Even though I was feeling her as good friend I cud never resisted admiring her beauty. I felt. I’m Ray, by the way.” I nodded and verbally mumbled an agreement and my name. He then said “that is the best fucking head I have ever had.’I got back up on the passenger seat and we talked for a while as we listened to the radio for a dispatch call. He told me about his first homosexual experience. When he was 19 he did two and a half years in he Arizona State Penn in Florence. His dad and the rest of his family were members of a redneck gang and he got nailed as an accessory. While in prison. "Renfield appeared and led me upstairs to my room. The stairs creakedunder his massive weight. He opened the door and let me in beforerespectfully backing out of the room. The door closed, and then I heard akey turning.I walked over and tried the door. It was locked!"Renfield," I called out. "Renfield! Why did you lock the door?"There was no answer. I decided to just go to sleep and worry about it inthe morning. I slept fitfully, dreams of howling wolves and dark mistspreventing me from feeling. Anche se come uomo non mi dispiaccio, e mi ? anchecapitato di innamorarmi di un altro uomo gay, nel profondo della miaanima in realt? sapevo che questo era un compromesso. Io non ero gay, enon lo sono. Sono una donna etero. Ecco quello che sono.Curiosamente, tuttavia, nel corso del tempo il mio diventare orso non hafatto altro che far riemergere la mia disforia di genere. Sin da moltogiovane, ero stata attratta da uomini maturi con la pancia. Da piccol*ero decisamente un* feticista di pance. In.