It made me hug her tight. She found a calendar withballerinas practicing the five positions and other dancing poses. Mothersaid that'd be me pretty so...n. At first I was embarrassed, but after awhile, I could understand that to stand like those girls was just sowomanly and feminine, I could only hope I could achieve those stances.We had a really nice shopping day, Mother and I. I was really feelinglike a young girl with all the things Mother had bought me. When we gothome and I put all my new. Other Perryville kids joined us at our lunch table, and our little group soon grew to four couples. Agnes Fairchild was the only senior, but Jane and I assumed the leadership role. When it became apparent that Agnes didn't have a date for the dance, we proposed that she go as Freddy Sinclair's date. Freddy was a sophomore, and like so many others, his family remained in Perryville for economic reasons. They couldn't afford to move because they'd waited too long to unload their house."He's in. I thought, "Hmmmm, I know what that sound is and it's not happening on the screen. Though as it happens, somebody in the movie was getting blown too, but these two sounds were coming together, the blow-job, well, I think that's what it was , I was afraid to turn around and look, and this blow job on the screen, where this girl, about my age, was just going nuts on this guy's weiner...........just really doing him. I felt like taking notes or something, 'cause she was all over his cock. Spitting. ." he said quietly, "what do you wanna do?"He seemed quiter than usual. "What is there to do?" I asked. Suddenly, a grin formed on his face."Well, you know I really care about you, right?"Oh God, I thought to myself. What did he have planned? In shock and slowly, I nodded. I could feel my heart beating fast. "So, I really want to..." he cut himself off, "If you're ready.."I could feel my heart beating faster."I'm not sure." I told himHe slowly got closer to me, and he kissed my neck. I have to.