I cradled her head as best I could so her neck wasn't at an awkward angle and I stroked her hair. After a moment, I found myself humming to her. It wa... a moment of bliss that I wanted to cherish for as long as it lasted.While I nursed Dina, I thought about how this maternal act clarified my feelings and my motivation for going into my profession. Here I was, providing the epitome of comfort to someone who desperately needed it. My reward for this wasn't something I would ever be able to. When I sat my glass down, I saw that Tom was staring at my lap and Ilooked down to see how exposed I was to his view. I pulled my skirt backtogether. Tom raised his eyes to gaze into mine, "I love you," he said."I believe in love at first sight. A girl, with a body like your's, whodresses like you do, who has a face like your's, is the girl of mydreams!"Carol had returned to the bar and was listening to Tom's declaration witha grin on her handsome face. Tom turned to see Carol standing behind. " She handed me a bottle ofwhite pills and twelve small boxes which each contained a small yellowdisk with little blue pills. "These will help you with your decision. Youtake one and a half of the white ones and 3 of the blue ones every day.When you get close to running out, let me know and I'll get you somemore."I looked at the pills. The white bottle said "100mg Spirolactone" and thesmall box said "2mg Estrofem". I had done enough research to know what Iwas looking at. I started to cry and I. I did, and she asked where I wanted to go. Some place quiet and intimate I said. She found a Jeepney and we climbed in. I did not where we were going and while we spoke some more, for most of the wild ride on those rainy streets we just looked at each other, her smile was warm, and the eyes glimmered like the reflection of the pools of water on the streets as we drove by. Moisture was glistening on her the tops of her breasts and I was drawn to they glistened. She looked breathtaking. What I.