Jo Dinghy and arranged to have lunch with her on Monday. I knew that her work involved hypnosis as it relates to sexual problems. Over lunch, I explai... what happened."I would like to help you but I'm not sure what I can do. Anything involving hypnosis done without his permission would be unethical and I could get into a lot of trouble.We put our heads together and by the time lunch was over we had formulated a plan.On Tuesday Al showed up in the office at his regular time. He was bright and. Every week I would make plans, and every morning I would find an excuse not to get out. I just couldn't find the motivation.Ironically, it was during a quick trip to Wal-Mart to grab some comfort munchies -- Doritos, Cheese Sticks, and Rainbow Chips Ahoy -- that I finally figured out what the problem was. I was walking by the women's clothes when I spotted the cutest black-and-pink workout set. It sang out to my sissy heart, called me away from the snacks I didn't really need anyway, and. . just enough to make me very aroused and ...ummm.. yes.. very wet. And now the situation I find my self in, over pillows, very exposed to be spanked bare bottom for a sassy mouth is increasing that arousal to a very heighten state. I receive a couple of hand spanks, then its time for the paddle. Its not the big ugly scary paddle, but rather small .. and stingy.. I get about 10 on each cheek and they do sting like the devil.. but at the same time, my arousal continues to peak.. and yes.. my. Seeing you for what youare. Come along! So I did and so I had, had come a long way under whatwas now very clearly his supervision. I wonder do people get that hebosses me completely. They must do, its what they think is what I'd liketo know. Its easy with the men, whether they want to fuck me not, I'm asignal board for sex to them, legs, ass and slap. Its what women think.I'm obviously feminised and obviously cowed which makes it impossible topresent myself in a way thats complementary to.