" But not sophisticated women. Not when they want people taking themseriously." But you're not a woman, your a little girl. You're not sophisticated,a...d there's no reason that people should be treating you as if you were.You're a cute, fun little girl, and we want you to have fun. We wantpeople to see you as something to have fun with." I'm not a toy!" I said, a little more forcefully than I'd intended."Sorry, I didn't mean to sound rude."I saw that Mom was losing her patience. She said,. "WHO IS? She screamed. "I am," I said louder, "AM WHAT?" she screamed, "SAY IT TO THE CAMERA!!!!" And I said it, turning to the camera and saying "I am a good little cocksucker."This seemed to satisfy her. "Now bitch, if I release your hands, will you be good and not try anything funny?" I really could not, since the bitch had emailed copies of my videos. I nodded and Julia released me.I don't know what overcame me at that point, but I attacked her. What happened next is a haze, but she beat. It WAS cold. It was almost ice-water but I couldn’t back down now. I had to take a dip. I did and gasped for air as I again surfaced and ran for shore. Thank god for mom taking towels with her. I grabbed one and started to rub myself dry. Mom meanwhile walked into the water, bent down so her body was under the water and she to grasped for air as she stood and hurried back on land. ‘Cold? It’s freezing!’ she shuttered while she toweled herself. We hurriedly put our clothes back on and ran to our. It is always wrong to seek out an enemy with murder in one'sblood. No matter how debased a foe may be, his villainy alone cannotnegate the evil inherent in intentional murder."I rounded on her. "You're a death-witch, aren't you? What makes yousuch a stranger to killing?"She shook her head. "You misunderstand me, Mantra. I will gladly helpyou bring any wrongdoer to justice. But you sound like you're seekingto commit ritual sacrifice. Long ago my ancestors, in a terriblecrisis, slew their.