I leaned across and kissed her full on the lips, she said "I wondered if that's what you had in mind", then she kissed me back, we were snogging hungr...ly, she had her hand on my cheek, as I kissed her I drooped my hand onto her breast and she sighed a little, I kissed down her neck as she put her head back and began to unbutton her blouse, she moaned a little, I opened it and felt her tits.She said she'd often wondered about meeting someone but thought it was just a fantasy, I moved my hand up. I don't know ifthe sedatives stop working or my emotions are too strong for it tocontrol, but right now I want to kill her."Why ... it was also your idea!" She is screaming and trying to protecther head from my blows."No risk! They even have hookers here! We are the hookers, you stupidjunkie!"I hear the door open and strong hands are grabbing me from behind."I see you girls are very active!" Big female sergeant is barking at us."Good, we need new active members of the please squad. And since. Did she like me? Did she want to be my girlfriend? I don’t think so. She somehow divorced liking me from being attracted to me. I wanted to inflate my ego. I had just made love to this girl. I had sex with her at least. I felt love now. Not really for her, just for the universe and all the happiness anyone could ever find.“Why? What did I do?” She chewed her lip.“I always thought you were snobbish and stuck up.” I didn’t want to be that honest. I really just wanted to tell her she was wrong. I. “The prognosis gave us an incentive in bringing forward most of our life plan, so this essential part of our bucket list just got bumped up the priority list.”“So what you are saying is that John had virtually used up his life expectancy before getting around to telling us, his mother and father?” I asked as neutrally as I could force myself to make it sound. Now was not the time for rows or recriminations. They could come later if there was any residue of resentment.“You could say that,”.