I nodded, not meeting her eyes. "Not then, at least. I'd decided that was something to talk about in person, which is part of why I wanted her to come...out early, before Sharon." Part of it?" Yeah, well, I also wanted to spend some time with just her, so I wasn't exactly lying when I told her that."Sherri's eyes were cold, and she didn't speak."I really can't excuse what I did," I said. "I'm just trying to explain. To tell my story." Well, go on then."I nodded, and took another deep breath. "In the vanity table drawer there's a shitload of make-up and some pictures. Follow the example in the pictures and make yourself up. You better do a good job mutherfucker. And put on all that jewelry in there too." I looked and there was a choker with a dangling heart that read "B.J." There was an anklet with hearts hanging off it, a jangly bracelet with hearts hanging off it and two huge clip on hoop earrings, as well as a hair clip shaped like a heart that also said "BJ". The picture was a. We talked some more and I outlined the pleasures of St. Maarten/St. Martin. I think Cassie was serious about going there. After I had finished my breakfast and cleaned up the dishes, I poured a second cup of coffee and we sat again at the kitchen table. ‘Kayla came to see me last Sunday, Colin. She was asking a lot of questions about you. I think she is very interested in you, but she is being very careful. I don’t think she can stand being hurt again.’ I nodded my understanding. ‘It wasn’t. I looked at James, he had some weird power over me, all I could think of looking at him was what it felt like when he kissed me, how amazing his cock felt inside me, how I loved the feel of his long arms wrapped around me, how he made me orgasm so hard. Yet I knew very little about him, he was a doctor, an old family friend but did we have anything in common? I saw his wedding band glistening in the moon light and he was married! I remembered my phone and carefully pulled myself out of James’.