“A little help?” I said a bit embarrassed at having to ask. She seemed to snap out of it, immediately rushed over, and helped stabilize me as I go... up. “Holy shit! Are you ok???” “I don’t know yet, help me inside.”, I groaned. She got me to a chair at the kitchen table and I sat down in one of the chairs. “Your leg!!”, she noticed the lower area of my left pant leg had more than a little blood on it. She helped put my left heel on another chair and then pulled up the pants to check out my leg.. One day in my mid twenty’s I realized that I shall never feel fulfilled until I become one of those women I have watched all these years fucking horses. I had dated men from farms hoping one would bring the subject up and they would help me fulfill my dream but it hadn’t happened yet and I was too embarrassed to broach the subject myself. I could never talk of this need with anyone close to me lest they think I was completely corrupted and lewd, which to be honest I am…being honest!. And that. The blow struck hard. Nora, her parents, and her husband stormed out immediately. I love Nora, always have, be it as a cousin or otherwise. I was worried about her. I gave her a couple days to sort stuff out but ultimately had to see if she was ok. I texted her and figured I'd let her respond on her own time. The reply came a few minutes after the text. Nora: Hey Me: You ok? Nora: not really Me: was it true? Nora: yeah Me: sorry to hear that Nora: not your fault Me: still... Eric. Everyone broke the rules. Everyone knew everyone was breaking the rules. The only real rule was never to do anything you couldn't get away with. Valera always got away with it- until Coddis found out. "I had a lot of buddies when I was your age. Some of them were better than you. Didn't keep them out of a noose. Maybe you'd like to try one out? See how it feels before you get one fitted for the rest of your life?" "I won't get-" "Don't tell me that. If anyone thought they.