I could feel the warmth as my face approached and the musky smell of sweat sent a rush through my head, she smelt so good, I pressed my nose into her ...ubic bone and took a deep sniff, OMG this was better than poppers for a head rush and as I pressed my face hard against her crotch she lifted up allowing me to put my hands under her arse pulling her closer. She responded by letting out a deep sigh and wrapping her legs around my back, I felt the softness of her thighs pressing against my ears as. I got ready wore my best clothes and headed to the club. We greeted each other and started chatting at the bar counter as all the seats were reserved. We were talking about the chics of our college. I told Rohan that it had been quite a long that I have not had sex and was eager to get it. Suddenly, Rohan pointed me toward the table that was just opposite the bar counter. There was a group of ladies sitting there. They looked in their late 30s and early 40s. But they were really hot milfs all. What should I do? I am really nervous now and unsure of myself. I stand up on somewhat wobbly legs, reach up and unsnap the top of Beth’s black dress and then unzip it all the way down. Beth lets it fall off her shoulders to the floor. She then turns around and is standing right in front of me with just her bra, panties and nylon thigh-highs, all in black. Her cleavage is spilling out of her bra and her titties appear bigger than I had often imagined. Her hips are just right, no marks from. Steve never knew, i did not want to hurt him with thoughts of me desiring another man, i never wanted him to feel inadequit, as a lover or as a man. I never wanted these dreams, never wanted the fantasies, they just started one night, and never left. I hated myself for what was happening to me, feeling guilty and ashamed every day and night.None of it ever made any sense either. I had no desire for a dick so big as his, having only ever had Steve's dick, most impressive in size and always.