"But yousaid that you often fantasize about making love to a women, while I amsure I would hate even touching a man. You have often said that if wewer...n't married you would be bisexual. So we would both like making loveto a woman, while I would be repulsed by another man. So let's just dothe woman."Tina replied, "You certainly are right that I would like bringing a womaninto bed. But I would like it more if we also, another time, brought aman to our bed. And I understand that you would hate. I crept into the room and stood by the bed just looking at it. The head was just sticking out and I could also see some of the shaft as well as the head. The head had a little slit, a hole, in the end of it. I guessed that was were the pee came out. I must have stood there 15 minutes. I wanted to see more so I thought of a plan.I went back to the door and called “grandpa, are you awake” several times. He did not stir. So I went back to the bed and gently got up on it and sat next to. Sam was there, watching me. With a sigh, I brought my head up and looked at her."What the hell am I going to do, Sam?" She just shrugged and shook her head. "I swear, I want to beat the shit out of something but I just don't know what." Why?" I feel like I've lost what little control I had over my life and I'm getting frustrated because I can't figure out how to get it back."Sam nodded to me. "I thought it was funny when Philippe was telling you about the Councilor and he what he wanted to do.. They had some wild parties there, about like ours, but a little more constrained, and she was quite the party girl. I picked it up in school. The Pill was available then, and I took full advantage of it." Here? In the South?"She chuckled. "No, not quite. I shocked a few people by taking off my halter top to sun bathe, but it was a private location and I was just trying to tan my back. That was my limit of daring here. No, I did a road trip one year, spent my junior year in college on a one year.