" Of course it is. Childs has assigned me to accompany their team. I'mgoing to be their 'animal mascot,'" Chip proclaimed, pointing to hisfake cat-e...rs."You're not an animal, Chip." You know what? Fuck you."************Dirk stared vacantly up at the recovery room's ceiling. Many people inhis situation would have attempted to explain this sudden turn of eventsas a dream or a hallucination; but Dirk was different. Dirk lacked theinitiative to bother asking why."So...Dirk Nelson. I'm pleased. Out of curiosity I went to the trash can and opened it. Sitting on top was the strip of half a dozen condoms I had given Noah. They were all there, unused.It was clear the evening had not gone the way Noah or I had hoped it would. Quietly, I walked to his bedroom. I stood for a few moments listening and all was quiet except for the faint sound of muffled sobbing. Noah was crying into his pillow. I softly knocked on his door twice.“Noah, honey?” Silence. I can’t remember a time when I didn’t at. .. he stopped then went on remember I told you about the guys I meet one time and we all sat in the hotel room and jacked off to your photos on my laptop, well meet Leon and Eddie, I didn't know you would be in the room.I asked him what they had planed on doing, looking at my photos some more? Yes he replayed, see my hubby had told me about meeting they guys about a year ago, and what they did, I know my hubby is bisexual, so I said okay go ahead but I want to watch you guys jack off to my. I had a paint ball gun with frozen balls to shatter the passenger side front window in the bus. I also had two two-shot flare pistols and two five gallon buckets, each containing one incendiary kit. One kit each for me and Courtney to put in place in the bus. Jenny, Courtney and I were wearing ear wicks and a mike so we could talk to each other. Courtney's Glock was to make the noise so all attention was directed to the attack. The shattering windshield would complete the illusion. We were.